21 weeks 4 days

Depression has hit me big time here lately. I hate coming home & being away from my boyfriend. Rj has been moving around alot esp when his daddy his around :). I can't wait for March to come along so I can have this little guy. * knock on wood * everything is going good so far. In 2 days we'll be 6 months & to us that means our little boy will be here soon :). I CAN'T WAIT.

20 weeks 4 days.

Dear Rj, I hope you know mommy and daddy love you more then anything. No matter what anyone says about us we are always gonna be the best parents we can to you and give you everything we never had. We love you so much bubba and we cant wait to meet you! <3

5 -20 weeks pregnant

6 weeks pregnant, a couple weeks after I found out I was pregnant. I was very tiny & only weighed 80 pounds. I had lost 5.

 11 weeks. I personally thought I looked fat at this time but everyone else said " no you dont look fat, you look alot better then you did before."

 12 weeks ; not much different than the week before.

 13 weeks; here comes baby belllly.

 15 weeks ; hello little bummmp :)

 16 weeeks.

 17 weeks

 18 weeks

20 weeks

19 weeks

Dear baby, you've been making mommys right side hurt ALOT and I do not like it so splease stop it, I love you little Rj! <3.

Well so far this week my baby has been moving alot and he loves food. I eat alot and I'll eat anything before I got pregnant I would go a couple days without even being hungry. Rj also loves his daddys voice and he loves it when his daddy touches my belly. He kicks daddy all the time and really hard. Anymore when the baby kicks me it feels like someone is playing with my belly button, its annoying but I love ittt. I couldnt image life without Rj and he isnt even here yet. He's already my life & so much moree. I can't wait until March comes and little Rj is in my arms :).

18 weeks 1 day. Its a ...

I've been feeling my baby kick me ALOT here lately. My babe isnt shy one bitt :). Last night I had some major hearburn and my thoart has been burning alot too. I've been trying alot more new foods & seem to like everything I try. I still crave pickles and cokee :). & I want punkin piee YUM. on my fetal doppler monitor I can hear the baby kicking and hear its hear beat tooo. I went for my appointment today and she said my baby is measuring to 19 weeks and 2 days an entire week and 1 days difference. Lol. He also weighs 9 oz, close to a pound. I can't wait to hold my baby in my arms. It looked so comfortable in my belly though & was moving alot :). I already love my babee & my family is gonna be the cutiest I just know ittt <3333.

Thats right I'm having myself a little boyy. Daddy got his wishhh & so did mommmy <3. My boy wasnt afraid to show his parts either he enjoyed letting my nurse know he was a boyy. So for now on your gonna be seeing " it " or " peanut " as baby R. I can't wait to hold my boy in my arms & tell him how much I love himm. Just watching him today made me realize hes gonna be something else. Hes such a cutie tooo.There aint no doubt that mommy is gonna have her hands fulll, but i'm down for itt. God sure has sent me a wonderful gift that I love oh so muchh. His little button nose seems to be the cutest thing on him. I could seat here all day and talk about how cute my little name will be in person. I love you soo soo much baby R and I deff cant wait to meet you. Daddy thought he cried today wait until he meets you for the first time. He's gonna be crying his eyes out :). We love you Rj and cant wait to meet youu. *BABY DUST :D*

17 weeks 4 days

I'm 17 weeks and 4 days today and here lately my baby has been using my stomach as a punching bag, lmao. S/he has been moving around alot. Next week I might get to find out what s/he is as long as s/he lets us see. I haven't been getting sick anymore & it seems like all my symptoms are gone, thank goddd. My little peanut is being a wonderful mistake here lately though. I don't think I can complain about this pregnancy..

Dear Baby

Dear Baby, when mommy and daddy first found out about you we was more than excited. Daddy always said " I want a boy " But I didn't care as long as you was healthy. The day we told my family they was disapointed and said some things that made mommy hurt, but I was strong and decied that what they said wasnt right & told them my baby was gonna be part of THIS family. Mommy and Daddys new doctor also known as a OBGYN told us we'd probally meet you March 21,2012 give or take. We still have 6 months until that day though & we are still waiting to find out what

 you are. I'm sure you already know what your name is gonna be. I can honsetly tell you that you've already in so many ways changed mommy and daddys life.Your daddy has became a better person and even though he cant be here with us everyday he works his butt off for you. He's such a amazing guy and I can't wait for you to meet him. He's gave me such a bunddle of joy & I love him so much for itt. Idc what you look like or what you are or even who you become as long as your healthy and enjoy life. I know we can't give you everything you want but we can come close to itt.
I remember the first time we saw you and heard your heartbeat, you was so little it was crazy you looked like a peanut ' your nicknamee' Mommy has had it rough since I found out I was having you & i'm only holding on for youu. I hope you understand all this one day and relize you have some amazing parents even though we wont always seem like it. I already love you peanut and I can't wait to meet you <3

16 weeks.

I'm 16 weeks today & tomorrow I have to go for blood to make sure the baby is A - okay, then two weeks later we get to know what our peanut is. I've been craving grill cheese & coke like crazy. I don't feel like my belly has gotten any bigger & I'm praying that I finally gained some weight. Last night I felt huge I guess the way my peanut was laying made my belly look so big. Lol. I can feel my bundle kick me now and its prettty amazing, not gonna lie. He doesnt kick much though but its got more and more often since last week. He kicked me 5 times this morning :). We finnaly decied on a girls name, not gonna say what it is but it starts with a " L ". anywhoo we are hopimh the next 24 weeks go by fast so we can meet out peanutt :)

15 weeks

 I'm 15 weeks today & so excited in 2 weeks I find out if i'm having a girl or boooy & I can't waiit <3. Lately I've been having bad headaches & back pain. My ribs have also been hurting :|. I've been feeling the baby move & its wonderful even though its not big movement yett I still love it. We decied on names that we LIKE finally & we decied to call it Baby R if its a boy & baby L if its a girll. The name wont be let out until our bundle of joy is here. March 21st seems to far away it needs to hurry I wanna hold my baby in my arms. I can't wait until my belly pops & you can deff tell i'm pregnant & people will start asking what i'm having. Lol. Anyways so far i'm doing goood & so is baby :)

14 weeks

FINALLY in tri-two & all I wanna do is sleep oh and I have headaches ALL the time :/. Atleast we will know what ' Monster' is in a couple weeeks :). I have appoitment in like 2 weeks to make sure ' Monster ' is okay in mommys bellly, thats how the doctor put it ha :), I'm gonna be getting blood done to make sure there isnt anything wrong with the baby, then two weeks later we will know if we are having a ' Monster ' or ' Lady Bug '. I got a feeling that my baby is a boy thoughh. The morning sickness is gonee, yaaay.
This is what our baby looks like this tri e length and weight

~ length                       ~weight
3.5 in | 8.9 cm            1.5 oz | 42 g















Can't wait to see our baby in a unltra soundd, it gonna be exciting. Anyways not much is going on right noww but I might add more later, who knows.

13 weeks 4 days

I'm finally almost done with my first trimester of pregnancy. This is the last week of itt, yaaay. In less then a month I find out if my baby is a girl or boy. I'm hoping for a boy. So nothing has really changed within the past couple of weeks but my bellly although I dont understand that, I haven't gained any weight yet.. so wtf I have this bellly but no weight? Its confusing.. I crave cola alll the timee & pickles. I LOVE pickles its so crazzzy. This week I got a little cold because our weither is effin crazy around here.. one day its hot & the next day its cold, but its just a stuffy nose & feelin a little ill nothing more. anyways this is all thats went on in week 13, i'll update again next week :)